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Friday, October 31, 2008

What a Friday night...

So I have had the gamet of killer colds this week. Monday I felt like death, but surprisingly the next day I was okay. Wednesday I had the stomach flu...I will spare you the details, but it was not pretty. And yesterday I got a sinus infection and with my horrendous asthma, it has equaled not being able to breathe pure hell. I went to the doctor today and got not one, not two, but 5 freaking prescriptions! So, I was getting ready to settle in my sweats and relax while the medicine does its job and I wait for my show to come on. I then see that my DVR is set to record NCIS. Um no, its supposed to be the Ex List. I thought this show was so cute! I actually look forward to quiet nights on Fridays to watch TV (Travis is at school) but no, NBC cancelled it and replaced it with reruns...they suck!

Now I am typing on the computer bitching about how bad my Friday has sucked so far instead of vegging out by the TV with a warm blanket and a show that made me smile. This sucks. I guess I am off to take some cough medicine with codeine (exactly what I need...I am a grump pants) and watch some What Not to Wear that was DVRing. I hope everone else is having a better Halloween! : (

BTW, I had trick or treaters last night (?) My little town decided to split up "neighborhood trick or treating" on different nights, which means we went last night. Its a little odd, but it was cute when the fire truck stopped in front of my house and was passing out candy. The kids were adorable...except the 14 year old douchebags that literally dug their hands into MY candy bowl...Thank you very much! I was <----> this close to calling after them asking where their mom was...but I remembered I am not that old ;)

Scaredy cat me is off to watch my other show (boo) while flipping back and forth to Ghosthunters, hoping not to catch too scary parts ;)

Sunday, October 26, 2008

So...November it is!

Travis came home about 2 weeks ago and told me that no matter what, he wanted to try for a baby again come January. I was so happy I bawled! We both decided to wait until I had lost 60 lbs, but with my progress so far (about 38 lbs and 11 inches from my waist), it was agreed that I would continue to lose the weight, but we would try again in January anyway.

Well...I guess its true what they say...when the baby bug bites, the urge is just too strong, because yesterday, while driving and talking about babies and hoping for little girls, Travis turns to me and says "Whatta bout next month?" I asked him what he meant and he said, we can try next month! I was just too excited!!! So I am hoping that me losing this weight has allowed me to have a leg up on the statistics and hopefully we can let my family know by Christmas that we are expecting a miracle! That would be so fun! Yeah, I know, cart before horse...I have to actually be pregnant first, but a girl can dream right?! Oh man, I just wish I would freaking ovulate already and then we can start counting down the days...its really happening! I am so scared and excited all at the same time! YAY!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I lit a candle for my babies...Yesterday was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. My candles are listed under CJ. I miss my babies more than anything in the world. I cried, I reflected, and I hoped. Please God...Send me a healthy baby...I just want to hold my miracle in my arms this time....Amen.

Thursday, October 2, 2008


heres the costume...I forgot to post the pic : ) duh!

You say its your birthday...

My mom and g-ma's birthdays are within a week of each other so we had a fun day on my parent's farm. As always, I took way too many pics of the kiddos, but they are so stinking cute, how could I not?! : )

Last Saturday we scoured the halloween shops, goodwill, and the internet to find fun costumes for M & M. Myah couldn't find anything she wanted to be!! Kenzie on the other hand, was so fun...She is going to be a Rubiks Cube!!! We made her costume on Saturday (they helped me) and I think it turned out so cute! They are turning 11 soon so I explained that now is the time to be something fun, and not your normal pirate or princess. Myah is a snot though ; )...she said she still wants to be a pirate. Oh well, you will some and lose some!

I talk about the twins sometimes so I thought I should explain. My sister and their mom used to be best friends. I started to nanny for her when they just turned 5. I continued to nanny for them until they were 10. I love these girls. I raised them mostly. Their mom is a good mom, but she is never home. She is a single mom and would work from 9 to 9 almost everyday as a car sales manager. I bought her kids clothes, made the dinner every night, baths every night, homework everyday, etc. They called me mommy Chelsey. When I moved away(about 30 minutes) I couldn't watch them anymore. It was too long of a commute with traffic, but I promised we would keep in touch. Travis and I love those girls more than anything. They are basically our "kids", until we have our own. And even when we have our own, I will still continue to see them twice a month, and then eventually, they will babysit! At least thats the plan. Pretty soon I think they will think we aren't so cool :( lol

Anyway, not much going on. First graders are fun but exhausting, and surprisingly, the hotel is even more exhausting than first graders! I cannot wait until I just get to only aide and drop the hotel. They are really starting to drive me crazy!'

Oh yeah...another 10 lbs lost! 35 lbs total and only 25 more to go until we can TTC again! Yay!

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