I am officially....

The MOST pregnant I have ever been...and I must say, it feels ggggrrrreeeaaattt! (said in a Tony the Tiger voice of course ;)

My doctor's app't is on Thursday at 8 am, and I am scared out of my mind. I go back and forth from thinking everything will be perfect, to thinking everything will go terribly wrong. I am a basket case! I feel totally pregnant, m/s has kicked my ass to the fullest, the exhaustion is ridiculous, and my hormones are whack, but I still have these fears. I know they wont go away until I am about to be due, with my past and all, and I just wish that I could be naive about it all. Once upon a time, pregnancy was exciting. Now, it just scares the shit out of me. I still say my prayers about 20 times a day and constantly give the little one some "pep talks", so I hope this does the trick! :)

Heres my survey....

How far along? 10 w 1 d

Total weight gain/loss: not so sure, I refuse to be weighed until my appt :)

Maternity clothes? jeans mostly

Stretch marks? well, not from baby

Sleep: pretty good until I wake up to pee 3xs a night

Best moment this week: being the most pregnant I have ever been!

Movement: S/He is moving in there, but I cant feel it yet!

Food cravings: Strawberries, lays potato chips, water

Gender: I am leaning toward girl, along with everyone else that knows. Who knows though.

Labor Signs: I sure hope not anytime soon!

Belly Button in or out? in

What I miss: nothing, I wouldnt trade my baby for anything in the world!

What I am looking forward to: My appointment 04-09...T minus 3 days and counting!

Weekly Wisdom: Everything is fine until given a reason to think it is not (by a dr.)

Milestones: 10w 1d....'nuf said.